drunken posts, is it a begining? or an indulgence

From: emile@denichaud.com
Subject: thoughts that come amidts alcohol and love
Date: 2006年4月28日 1:39:41:GMT+02:00
To: emile@denichaud.com

his hand brushes against her back,, still covered bz he cotton fabic of her tshirt..
a scratch to test whether or not she is still itchy… it was once upon a time that the right spot was vocal enough for you to hear the need. for some physical attention.
but more imnport
she stands there, remembering the moments in which they first started to include the other in their plans for the future.. In hindsight the unquantifialbe moment of mutual attraction and accepted dependance was the corner stone, was the starting point, in which their world experienced genesis.
these events when viewed by the rss equiped metropolitan buguaryi.. the city elite.. a parody of a well directored and photographed wong kaw wai film. that if mentioned in the visinity of soho nzy, would surley encourage belittlment or a swift judgement of `you are not worthy?!`

could it be my male side / the emotions that are influenced by the common and unknowiced testostoroen hormon that guides my untethered thoughts towards a place of self judgement and inquisition?

i would rather use my awareness and perception / memory to build characters that reflect my view of the world. embelished with the observations that catch the attention of those who are sensative to cerain aethetic vales. principles and styles.

within patricks writting is it really good writtn of which i am jeloues or is it the environment from which he references his props? to remember w.gibson, as a writter he chose the genre of scifi because it suited his writtng style… the adjicives in which he used to describe his plot and prot devices where simply coines / borrowed form popular magazines and sports periodicals.

i hope the this random writting from a club sheds light on a more than 3 year writting block.#
emile you can write
you are good at writting
people are interested in what and HOW you view the world.
dont doubt your ability
love
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