love hate relationship: k and m

in the moment that one admits to being in a love hate relationship, the individual that is expressing such a notion/ feeling is really worried about the concequences of love…. that is because in our society =hate= is a very accepted emotion , we accept and understand what kind of behaviour is comes from this emotion. Just now i was informed that as a result of the emotional pendiulum swinging the direction of love they must leave the venue. They can not maintiain their comfort level when faced with the consequences of their actions.. yes influenced and possibly encouraged by alcohol and bad music, spring emotions and past experiences, never the less these realizations are ….. real

love: hate relationships are more common than any of us would like to admit.. simply because of the fact the feelings and actions that would transpose as a consequence of love pose too much of a contrast from our regular/ lifestyle and what part of ourselves we choose to express to people.

i realitze while i am writting this prose, i am being influenced by what is commonly labeled as negaive emotions, jeliously, envy and lest we not forget the most imporant drunkeness.

but as i end this writting session that is full of technical errors, from my heart, my mind and my fingers desperatly trying to adapt to a german qwerz keboard i finally undrstand that, everything will be fine as long as i write, this is the begining ,,, hopefully of a habit.